Running my hands over my curves, my nipples and my soft skin gives me a thrill unlike anything else. I never thought there was anything weird or unusual about it, until I casually mentioned it to my friends when I was We grew up together and are still really tight. We often chat about our sexual experiences, so when I told them, I was expecting them to feel the same as I did, and to understand what I meant.
It does disturb me that I assume like this and I can acquire obsessively worried about it. I allow had obsessive thoughts of all kinds in the past. Many people are disturbed by their fantasies; the images can be embarrassing, repugnant, even unacceptably shocking. But it is perfectly coarse to have fantasies about sexual acts one has no intention of carrying out in reality.